Month: December 2020

The World Has Gone Crazy.

Crazy world and sure to get crazier in 2021. Is everyone lost their kindness and replaced it with hate? Sure seems like it to me, everywhere I go everyone is showing signs that their ready to explode at any moment. From the guy driving 2 feet from my bumper on the freeway to the young man in the beer store that can’t measure 6 feet if his life depended on it, and with the Covid-19 it just might.

The whole Covid-19 situation has caused a lot of stress in a lot of people and it seems to be getting worse as the days move into 2021. There is only 25 more hours left in 2020, the worst year in our history. I can’t wait for 2021 because it comes after 2020 and most of us didn’t have as much fun as we should have.

Twenty Twenty One will be either one of the best or one of worst years of all our lives. It’s up to us to decide what we choose to think and what actions we do. Let’s remember the goodness in ourselves and show it to others. I know that for me this will be the best year yet. I hope to have the time of my life. Time of your life is the perfect video today. You gotta love Youtube

I Figured it out.

I finally figured it out, I thought that girls were always looking for the BBD. That is The Bigger Better Deal and now I know exactly what that is, and how it feels to be part of this twisted little game that they like to play, and it’s not as much fun to be involved now that I figured it out.

After a bunch of texts back and forth between a girl and myself it all became so clear. I wasn’t involved because I was Mr. Right I was involved because I was Mr. Right Now. Don’t get me wrong, being Mr. Right Now works for me because, at least for now, I’m getting some.

It’s just a real kick in the nuts, to be just a stop on the path until a better man comes along. That might take a while, or it could happen the very next time she logs into the Facebook or walks to the corner store. I figured it out, at the right moment, before she found him. With that knowledge, I gain power. The power of “I don’t care” is a really strong motivator in life.

The power to be myself without exception, to be aloof and cocky, to voice my opinions and beliefs without hesitation. Without caring about what she might think or disapprove of, I have gained myself. Since moving on is going to happen no matter what, I am free of the responsibility of having to watch myself in case I make a mistake, for I surely will.

“Waiting watching the clock, It’s four o’clock, It’s got to stop, Tell him, take no more, She practices her speech, As he opens the door, she rolls over, Pretends to sleep as he looks her over, She lies and says she’s in love with him………..Can’t find a better man………” These are the words of Eddie Vedder, lead singer of Pearl Jam and they explain the situation perfectly. Of course Pearl Jam wont let me display their video on here ( They actually told me not to) Note: Fuck Pearl Jam

December First Excellent!

I happy it’s December First as another November is over. The countdown to Christmas starts and all the little who’s in Whoville suddenly started to cheer as the know that the real hero of December was Santa Clause in 25 Days.

Well I don’t know about that part but it was a real nice day today. Sunny and just enough crisp air to keep ones attention. Stillness broken by the thunder of trains every 20 to 30 mins. Twenty-one days left in fall and by looking up the mountain I can see the snow line and it will move up and down til it reaches town.

I am so looking forward to Christmas this year. Just 25 days away from here and I’m going to celebrate each one. Just being alive is reason enough to get into the whole human thing. Were all in this together, so we should enjoy the good parts of life. Christmas is the best time for the little who’s in whoville to be a who. We should follow their lead, but we won’t.

I will follow the path Jesus has laid out for me, and enjoy the next 25 days just a little more than the rest. Pearl Jam Alive is todays Youtube video its live and unplugged.