December First Excellent!

I happy it’s December First as another November is over. The countdown to Christmas starts and all the little who’s in Whoville suddenly started to cheer as the know that the real hero of December was Santa Clause in 25 Days.

Well I don’t know about that part but it was a real nice day today. Sunny and just enough crisp air to keep ones attention. Stillness broken by the thunder of trains every 20 to 30 mins. Twenty-one days left in fall and by looking up the mountain I can see the snow line and it will move up and down til it reaches town.

I am so looking forward to Christmas this year. Just 25 days away from here and I’m going to celebrate each one. Just being alive is reason enough to get into the whole human thing. Were all in this together, so we should enjoy the good parts of life. Christmas is the best time for the little who’s in whoville to be a who. We should follow their lead, but we won’t.

I will follow the path Jesus has laid out for me, and enjoy the next 25 days just a little more than the rest. Pearl Jam Alive is todays Youtube video its live and unplugged.

It’s no Stonehenge!

Went to a small gathering last night (3 people) and what a blast. Several days before, I had played What’s the Meaning of STONEHENGE by YELVIS for them. The video came with a story of how when searching for STONEHENGE on youtube there was this band YELVIS in the search results.

I thought it strange that this band from Norway would be included in search results for STONEHENGE in England. Of course, I clicked on it and was pleasantly surprised by the video, well done and the words were all about the greatest henge of all STONEHENGE.

So last evening one girl put on a song of her choosing and commented that she really liked it. When it was about half over, the other girl looked at me and said “It’s no STONEHENGE” and we all burst out laughing. Of course its the greatest henge of all because it’s the only one.

With STONEHENGE on my mind all morning how could I not share both the video and my observations on how and why it came to be one of my favorite videos. First and last on Youtube STONEHENGE.

Today I’m a Free Agent

What kind of person would be your friend and lover one day and totally hate you the next? One little thing goes wrong and they do a complete 180 and now I’m the bad guy? The truth is, I’m not the bad guy here, never was.

This girl is in fact a petty person and sooner or later there was going to be something that she didn’t like, there had to be, because that’s her game. All talk but no walk. You know the type, they talk the good talk, yet always fail to deliver.

This kind of girl is trouble because she has turned her eyes away from what matters and focused on what doesn’t matter. The result is the rest of us are immobilized by their obsession with the insignificant.

This girls pettiness has made her dangerous because she appears to be only a nuisance instead of what she really is, a health hazard. My health was affected for sure because in only a couple days I feel more energized and appreciate being alive way more. I know I’m very lucky to be where I am, thank you Jesus.

This is the kinda video that might show a little of what I’m saying, I love it! And I really do love it! thanks Youtube

Like An Old Man

Like an old man is how I feel this morning. Like an rested old man who woke up with a dog instead of a girl. When I woke up I slid my hand across to, what I expected to be my partner, and I thought ” What ta heak is going on here? ” as rubbed what I thought was the person next to me.

Once I realized that it was not a person, it was in fact, Starvin Marvin, my dog. How in the heak did she get into the room when I clearly closed the baby gate before I went to bed. Then I realized what happened, the person that was supposed to be there, had written a note and left. How embarrassing for me and her. I had made a promise the night before, and I would have kept it, if they would have been willing to try things my way.

What was I thinking in the first place? No one wants to try things my way, not even one. I guess I’m stuck in my ways like an old man. Maybe, I was hoping for more than I should have this morning. I woke up with the wrong star and feeling great, well rested and looking forward to church and the week ahead. I am alright with being a old man, as it was one of my goals to become one, but now that the hard choices have made themselves, my role is a lot easier.

My role will now be focused on becoming a really old man and, for me that’s twenty two years, so I got a few years to go. One thing I am not going to do is, give my thoughts and feeling to those who believe that this life is all about them. These are petty people and I have no time for them.

My question is, how can I move forward when I get so much resistance from behind. The truth is, I can’t, and that leaves me stuck where I am or move forward alone. I will think about it, ok thought about it, and even though, I don’t want to be alone, for now I have to be. I cant waste anymore time on the unbelievers who, are unwilling to even look at the other side of anything.

I’m just an old man trying to become an even older man, and you know what, I love where I am and where I’m going. I’ll find someone some day who shares my outlook and my passion for what I’m doing. I just haven’t found her yet. Nobody understands an old man like me, except Neil Young on Youtube

I was asked What Doin?

It goes without saying this is a really important question. By answering it you have taken your attention away from Doin to thinkin about it. The pause to reflect, has changed the whole Doin into Doin Something else. What Im saying is, whatever your Doin I hope your happy. My rule #342 is —————> Don’t Think, Do it. This is What’s up thanks Youtube

Road Trip in a Pandemic

Sweet is my only thought as I unwind after returning from the city from a supply run. The morning went like clockwork. Showed up to try and talk to the crown council @ 9, no good she is working remotely. I check in with the courthouse @9:08 and head to the car to wait. 9:40 I arrive back at the courthouse and because I was ready to go, was the next case called. Set the trial for Feb. 19 @ 9:30 and I requested the criminal record of the crowns witness.

The afternoon was a lot crazier as I almost ran over a psychopath that didn’t seem to like it very much. He was going to go all crazy and kill me, but I’m not very tolerant of those I believe to be human trash like this greaseball. Good thing for both of us a third party was able ease back the tension because it was intense.

You know the old saying Don’t take a knife to a gun fight? I was thinking what if I brought a car to a gun fight? I watched this guy go from just being in the way, to pulling shit out that shouldn’t e pulled out unless your going to use it kind of logic to walking down the road like nothing happened. I was thinking that there is no way I could miss him from here. Seventy to Eighty kph could rip him in half leaving only his feet in his boots in the middle of the road.

Good thing I don’t like humans or I would have removed the parasite right then and there. This is why the humans are so messed up, too many retards are allowed to walk the earth. Then the drive home way perfect because I think one apricates it more after a deranged asshole try’s to kill you. I really do hate the humans OMG. If he jumped off the bridge he would sink like a stone. From Youtube video below.

I Hate November it SUCKS!

For real, I hate November and not just this year, every year. Would say that 90% of the bad things in my life happen in just one month, November. How could most of the bad stuff occur in just 30 days?

This curse started when my parents married in November 1961 and I was there, in my mothers belly, and because I was the reason they were getting married. I remember it well because the stress on my developing body was so intense it caused damage to my developing brain.

Since then, the curse of November was real and I might add, very effective in causing great stress in my life. Knowing this I have taken extra caution through the month yet it always finds a way to hurt me. This year is no different as my roommate David Thomson had a heart attack in his room caused by stomach cancer November 10th. He’s still in the hospital. One year my sister got married in November and she’s just about the most hurtful person this earth has ever wasted space for.

So when November ends I can relax a bit as the hardest month of the year has passed allowing the next 11 to be full of everything good this life has to offer. Even sitting here thinking back, every single year this November curse has bit me in the ass. If I’m careful with my actions, November will get me with my reactions to something happening to someone close to me.

I hope that for this year, November is done with me, but I have a feeling its not. So I will be extra cautious and hope you all will too because Nothing is as cold as November Rain. I added November Rain by GNR courtesy of below, enjoy. glenn